Don't know if anyone actually reads this here blog, but I will ramble on anyway. Wednnesday was a very bad day for me. I had a major breakdown. I am sick of being sick and my self esteem has left all together. I just broke down and cried and cried and cried. Let me tell you I am not a pretty cryer. I looked horrible. My eyelids hurt for 24 hours. I also managed to give myself a migrain which really helped. I did still go knitting Wednesday night trying to just be normal and continue on. I hope I did not say or do anything stupid. I don't really remember a lot. I do know I thought I was going to not make it home because my head hurt so bad. I did make it home though. Absolutely exhausted. I slep in until 9:30 yesterday. I would have slept longer but my husband was home and had me get up and eat. I felt like poo most of the day. To make things even more wonderful my period started. Woo Hoo cramps! Yesterday was also my husband and son's birthdays so I was kinda mad at myself for not feeling better. They had a good day. My husband made the cake. He used the Better Crocker cake inside a cake pans and made a yellow cake with chocolate fudge ice cream in it. Plus chocolate frosting. Yummy. I thought I was getting better as the day went on, but nope another migrain. Uugghh. All night I felt weird and icky. My husband got me some meds about 2 in the moring. I did get up at 7 this morning with my kids. No headache for now and I feel a bit better. Just really really tired. I think I will go outside later. The mysterious orange ball is back in the sky. Maybe I just need some sun therapy. My husband is working just half a day today. But he then leaves and won't be home until maybe tomorrow night. Blah I hate when he is away. So ok enough of this depressing crap. If you do read this blog and are still here, thank you. Now for some pictures.
This is a pic of my new "baby"
I love her! She is an 07 Chrysler Town and Country. I loved my concord I traded in, but she was getting old and falling apart. She already had blown a motor, busted her compressor for the AC, was getting a jumpy transmission, losing her spring, and started making a horrible screeching noise when you pushed the unlock button. I owned a caravan before the Concord, and now that I have a new one I realize how much I missed it. Our new caravan has the stow and go seating. Awesome. I could hide my kids in the stow and go compartments! Plus all power doors. I love that I don't have to open the lift gate manually. So much better on my body. Ok enough about the new caravan. How about a pic of some new socks I am knitting:
These socks will be for a co worker of my husbands. I had to buy this yarn the other day, because I did not have anything in my stash!!! Haha!! I asked my husband what colors his co worker liked. He said I don't know, but she wears a lot of black. I think this yarn fits the bill. Speaking of sock yarn stash. Here are a couple stash pics. This is only the yarn in the living room! Yeah there is enough for 10 pair of socks in the living room!
Finally here is a pic of my son waking up the other day. I still can not believe he turned 14 yesterday!
Hehe pictures like that are why the children run when my husband and I have the camera! Ok well I better get some stuff done around here. When I am having a bad time I get obsessive about making things neat and organized. Have a good one!